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So you think you're a romeo playing a part in a picture-show
took the long way home
Created on 2004-01-31 19:19:24 (#2071380), last updated 2005-11-04
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| Name: | faded_addiction |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-21 |
| Location: | Pennsylvania, United States |
| Website: | myspace. |




my name is Allison but you can call me Alli.
I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this.
so from my thoughts I will exclude this very thing that I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless to dictate my own moods
I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works, no that's not the way it works
when I go down, I go down hard. and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard. when I go down, it hurts to hit the bottom.
and of the things that got me there, I think, if only I had fought them.
Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands while my ever-present
conscience shakes its head and reprimands me.
I confess I'll blame all this on my selfishness, yet you love me
and that consumes me. and I'll stand up again and do so willingly.
You give me hope, & hope it gives me life.
you touch my heavy heart, & when you do you make it light as I exhale I hear ur voice
and I answer you, though I hardly make a noise.
and from my lips the words I choose to say seem pathetic, but it's fallen girl's praise.
because I love you.
oh God, I love you and life is now worth living.
if only because of you and when they say I'm dead and gone,
it won't be further from the truth.
When I go down, I lift my eyes up to you.
I won't look very far cause you'll be there with open arms to lift me up again

I'm a proud Aunt!<3
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